Jesus was lead into the Spirit to be tested and tried to see
what his heart confessed. Knowing who he was he stood his ground when Satan
came and tempted him with making food- the pleasures of the world, - throw
yourself off a cliff- tested him about who he was as the son of God and also
worship of idols or things we hold dear to ourselves that are more important than
God.
Coming to Tauranga I have really been persistent in know
whom God created me to be and taking this time in the presence of the Lord (internship
with THOP) I am learning about who he is and what he reveals in me to others. (Growing
fruit for others) What he enjoys about me and learning about one’s true self is
so exciting, yet hard to live out because it is actually reality and it is
actually the person God created me to be before the creation of the world. Living
in a world of torture and pain of constant rejection and disappointment (demonic
attack) I look to Jesus my beloved one to search him out to see our likenesses
and believe that my heart is good; because he has given me a new heart one that
longs for his return. My heart sees him as the only thing stable and reassuring
in my life. Knowing that it’s not about talking to people or having something
to share (although this is good) that it is in the presence of a person that we
are pleased, feel accepted. By just being in a room gives courage and stability
to others; this is what Jesus has been showing me. That he is near me, he is my
protection (Psalm 18:9-16) he is my gallant prince that rescues me. A lot of tears
have been shed; deep pains healed, forgiveness of oneself has been received at
a heart level. And knowing that by perseverance God is leading, he is my
stability, he is my guide. One of the great Revelation that I have had is that
I, Renee am a daughter of God, reborn to reap a blessing of God. I am a strong
warrior and a busy one that seeks out understanding to share with others. I
like to help people to rise from the ashes into the beauty of the Lord that
surrounds them. God is birthing in me a fire that sets others ablaze that rages
and imparts encouragement, wisdom and blessing to others.
This is me, exciting aye!!
In other news we are going on outreach for the internship
and are going to be staying in Lower Hutt with the Hope Centre church down
there. We had a Volleyball tournament this last weekend and my team came 2nd
YAY. I’ve been getting a lot of lyrics from God’s heart and just been enjoying
life up here in Sunny Tauranga.
Please keep me in prayer in regards to protection of my
heart, the building up of faith for me and others. And that unity will be in the
hearts of the people here in Tauranga. Also please would you consider praying
and asking God for a word for me as to what he wants me to do next after this
internship? (Please email me if you do get a word from God, or even if you are encouraged
by this update.)
God bless
In HIS timing, and for His Pleasure
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