Adoration and expression through one on one interaction.

This past Tuesday we did an Adoration set, where we sat in a room with classical music; spiritually inspired of course; as our main leader spoke truths and words about the characteristic of God the EVERLASTING. He gave a few scriptures and then started to pray, speaking out his adoration of God, using words like Unceasing One, Continuous, Uncreated, Permanent, Immeasurable..... on and on he went, for a whole hour and WOW the presence of God was felt. He asked us to also meditate of some of the verses, to connect with God on a personal level as he was. He started off in Psalms 90:2:

“Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.”

In the stillness and quiet places of my heart I looked and heard a voice 'I am continuous, I have no beginning and no end, I am uncreated, I am complete. I am the Ancient One and I stands alone, there is none who can compare to me, no box you can put me into, no catergory to explain label or define. I AM is everlasting, ever increasing,(in human sense) permanent and supreme. I formed culture, families and the lines of chemistry. The earth in its form was calculated, designed and breathe into. My finger print is on all things and from me is the flowing fountain that brings life and I am your access point to creativity, diversity, intellegence, and form. From me all things move and have their beings.'

So this is my hearts response to God, scattering my thoughts about him being Everlasting.

Anicent One, Glorious in Splendor, You were,

      You are and You will be forever

Lasting throughout eternity.

My heart beats double time

     For your nearness is incompariable.

Your Desire is for me

     I am Yours

              You are Mine.

Life overflows from you

     in you I have being...

I have beauty... I have value

     I have identity...

In you I find

                 LOVE

In Your Great and Marvelous Design

     You have crafted, formed and breathe

Leaving your marks for me to see

     To search you out for all eternity.

GOD YOU ARE CONTINEOUS

Only Jesus

When I am in doubt
When I am ashamed
When I have done wrong

You are the way
You are the truth
You are the life

When I feel darkness surround me
When death is haunting
When my doubts assail me

You are the way
You are the truth
You are the life

Forever I will say, You are the way, the truth and life
Can anyone come to you? A part from the father's consent.

Come he says, come away
Come sing to my heart.
For I find strength in the presence
I see the light
That you are the only way,
the only truth the only life.

Expressions of Pain

After reading a book produced by photoginx, YWAM Kona called 'Act Here Love Now' and having my heart torn for the reality of what happens around the world, the Lord helped me express my pain through a few poems.

Mouth

Behind the faces are the pain, scars and lies,
words have killed yet words can revive.
It only takes a word, a touch, a sign to make things right.
What are you doing with your life?

Do you speak truth, or do you speak lies
every one of them builds on top of the other.
Yet one truth can set a person free to dance, to sing, to make music for the King.
How are you changing lives?

Through prayer and petition through giving life
each second counts, words are life,
so be careful little mouth what you speak

1st world Suffering

Rejection, pain, bitterness and grief all parts of the 1st word life
We struggle with them on a daily existence, but what will set us free?

What is the opposite of these things what is beauty in your eyes?
Acceptance, health, forgiveness, and joy these are the things that will change your life.

It is in the eye of the beholder that beauty is found, who is looking?
Is it not the Lord God Almighty from heaven he looks down.

Lord God Almighty what then do you see as beautiful?
My Sons and Daughters acknowledging me with all their hearts living righteously, devoted to me.

Black Skin, White Skin Beautiful in his Sight.

Tears held in, tears let out,
crying out for the ones without
the untouchables, the unseen, the wounded and criminally unseen.

What to do, how to act yet I come to the fact,
My life is joyful not in my eyes but in the ones that watch me walk by.

White skin, black skin beauty as its own
the Lord God made us beautiful all on our own,
radiating, dazzling in his light
one day Jesus will be coming what a great sight.

Is this Really ME?

New Zealand runs in my bones, it pushes me to go on,
 seeing the blood life of New Zealanders causes my heart to burn.
 A deep longing for it to experience the Lord, and his great love.
 The whole mass, from North to South from the east to the west.

I cry out for an encounter for my nation.
 It can't be done some say,
But I know the word it says all things are possible,
 nothing can get in the way,
Of God changing a nation in a day.
Sweeping hearts with fire, the flames start within.

 Desire for more desire for greater things stir my heart to sing.
When Lord will you break in,
 how do I position my heart for him to move,
 When will the day be when I truly know
 that this is what God has called me to be?
 I learn about his goodness, his father-ness
 and know all I need to be is his daughter.

Speak sometimes, speak few things,
 the presence of the people, a person sobers the heart to repentance.
Peace, Peace I say to you, you bring peace.
Fellowship and community, perceptive and hungering
all things that I'm pondering,
do I have what it takes to make it though this day?

 Is it me or is it the Lord that causes this pain,
this longing for more, how do I live this day
pleasing and holy to the Lord?
Do I ever makes his day, Do I even feel him near?
Just one touch will this really satisfy?
Time and sessions pass me by,
 Is my mundane life all that I'm meant to be?

A word in season, a knowing of oneself,
identity lies within. Who I am is who he is,
 reflecting a mothers heart,
 a gentle child, a lovers desire.
 But for what? Do I really impact lives?
Do I really speak words of truth?
The ups and downs the going around, what is it all for?

My heart is displayed before the King,
Open and wounded from life's attacks,
My heart lives on my sleeve, for all to see the meaning of life itself.
An open vessel, and treasured possession,
Is this really me?

I Found Where I Belong

I went away to be birthed
I went away to be nourished with truth.
I went away for my hunger longed for it.
I went away to come alive.

Now being awakened, I carry a new thing
A thing to be birthed, a large package;
It will be delivered to a people yet known.
A burden for souls to be awakened
To rise from the ashes and step into beauty.

To know oneself is to know ones maker.
So follow me to the merry tune.
Skipping and singing towards the King.
Come away to be romanced,
By the King of all Kings.

Your beloved one awaits
Your beloved one longs,
The beloved one pursues your heart.
A noble theme,
an encounter of the heart,
Just one word
Just one phrase
Just one touch will melt your heart.

Don't hold back, never let go,
Don't let distraction, shame or envy make you go
From the arms of mercy,
the arms of love.
Come to him who calls you his own.

For your identity is in him,
He alone knows and sees you.
He is your protection,
Your sense of hope.

Come all ye who are weary,
Run to him,
Bound over the hills.
For he awaits, he longs,
He desires you to belong.

With a Joy Unending

Death is a passing in His story
A journey that is well devoted, well loved, well accomplished in life.
Leaving this body of sickness, the disease riddled with sin.
But oh the joy she now has singing at the feet of her King.

Oh the joy of living fully for the one her heart has longed to see.
Eyes wide open now, beholding the beauty of this Man.
Eternity waits for those who have a heart
A focused devotion to the King.

Eternity with the one named Love, Joy abounds in His nearness.
Joy is gladness overflowing, Love resounds like a symbol, crashing to and fro.
Her life was a devotion, her life was a nearness to her Lord, her life a resounding symbol of joy.

Come close to the one who knows you,
Give him all you have, for His delight is in you,
His joy overflows to you.
His peace, His love,
His security is found
Only in the presence of the Lord.

So draw near my weary and sad ones,
be comforted with a joy unending.

Just one Flame

The yearnings and burnings the longing goes on,
 day after day face after face, word upon word,
 What is it that you want to say?

Ravish my heart, stir it with fire,
 The embers of the fire are starting to burn.
Sing to me and dance by me for your nearness is what I long for.
Just one word, just one touch causes my heart to burn.

Words go forth and words go up, returning with an outcome.
 Will it be life or will it be death for the words will cut the heart of flesh.

Come Lord Jesus, Come to my aid,
 Refresh me, renew me cause a flame,
A burning desire for you. Only you satisfy, only you remain,
 only you sustain my heart with just one flame.